Smiling Pain

And the earth smiled,
Feeling the droplets On its surface,
She blossomed,
Releasing the petrichor,
She thanked,
The sky,
For providing relief from,
The Sun's glare,
She remembered the good old days,
Of enjoying the first rain,
Along side trees,
So brutally cut down,
By her most loved child,
"The humans",
Blinded by his greed for,
PROGRESS,
Without realizing that,
Her own mother would suffer,
And so would he,
Shaking her mind from the thoughts,
She cherished the last few drops,
When she felt the hands of,
The child of the human,
Sowing in fresh seeds,
The smile returned ,
And so did the heavenly
PETRICHOR

Feelings

Feelings
They say
Goes away with time.
But
Every time I see you,
The time
Seems to stop,
And revind back
To the time,
We were together,
Brings,
With itself,
All the sweet memories,
We shared,
The time,
When nothing else mattered.
Though,
The feelings
Aren't at the surface,
But I do,
Still have them,
For you.....

The Random Girl

So I was there,
Looking among the midst ,
Of a thousand strangers,
Not looking for anyone,
When you came along,
Sharing the same fear,
And the same interests,
We had the nicest of talks,
And the strangest of names,
Oh! How I loved talking to you,
But then,
Something happened,
And I lost you again,
Among the thousands ,
What wouldn't I do to ,
Talk to you again,
Carry our convos forward,
And know each other better,
So please come back,
And lighten my world once again...

W.T.F.

There's a pain that lives inside me,
To explain it ,
Is a difficult thing,
To know the reason,
May be even tougher,
But to feel it's existence ,
You just have to be me,
Maybe then you could explain,
To me,
The reason of its existence ,
The pinnacle of its being,
Please save me,
O dear God,
Or tell me,
That it's just me,
Who feels like this,
Trapped in his own thoughts,
Pained by his own self......

Fly - II

So once again I get to fly,
Up above the sky,
To see my favourite view,
I once again flew,
From my tensions,
And the daily chores,
To get a taste of ,
Not being featherless,
To see the mountains of sky,
To watch the buildings ,
Turn into ant size,
To see the horizon,
Right before your eyes,
The blue sky ,
Turning into an orange delight,
To loose your worries and
Your cry,
For once ,
To enjoy the beauty of the sky,
To see how bird see,
To feel how small are we,
To enjoy this time,
Before we are consumed again,
By the dullness of our day to day lives,

Fly

And though I fly momentarily,
I love to be up here,
Above the clouds,
Above the rains,
Between the atmosphere,
And the terrains ,
The clouds are like,
Big mountain of flakes,
And we cut through it,
Like a knife through a cake ,
The world below is where we live,
And we love and fight and grieve,
Everything is so small,
As if they have lighten streak of lamps,
And the horizon is just on the corner,
Emitting rays of love and hope,
For few moments you come here,
And be above the rest,

Memories

Memories,
Some good , some bad,
Some brings back the lousy days,
Some makes us laugh out loud,

Memories,
A world in their own,
A place where the snow glows,
Somewhere between the lousy lakes,

Memories ,
Are as you make,
Some makes you feel proud,
Others forcing you to crouch,

Memories,
All to be cherished ,
Whether knocking the wind out of you,
Or just filling you with pride..

Memories
Are all to be cherished...

Once in a while

Every once in a while,
I do look at you,
Every once in a while,
I do want to talk to you,
Every once in a while,
I loose my heart to you all over again,
Every once in a while,
I forget everything else,
Every once in a while,
I do want to talk to you again,
Every once in a while,
I want to befriend you,
And loose my heart to you all over again

The night tales....

And the night falls again,
Me waiting for her to remember me,
Though I know,
I was never in her thoughts,
If only it could be untrue,
I don't know what I want from her,
I believe neither does she,
But couldn't she just for once,
Understand and read between the lines,
Now as the moon sets on its course,
And my eyes are getting heavy,
I will wish her a final gn,
And see what she replies,
I know she wouldn't,
And I should stop it too,
But if only the heart could understand,
Oh! Gosh I'd have loved that too.....

Letting go...

I was standing one afternoon,
Out there in the noon
Not knowing what to do,
Or what not to,
It was then when you walked in,
Wearing your smile,
That were reaching your eyes,
Suddenly I wasn't there anymore,
I lost my heart to you,
I wasn't there anymore,
Somewhere up in the sky,
I was imagining things that weren't true,
It was then I knew,
It wasn't mine anymore,
And then you left,
My dreams  shattered,
I was thrown against the floor,
I knew you weren't mine to be,
But then I saw you again,
Loss for the words to say,
I watched you go away.........

Only You

I see you smiling through your eyes,
I know m the reason behind,
No no no you cannot deny,
As I can see through your eyes,

I see you smiling through your eyes,
Making my heart go on a ride,
I always love it when you do,
And make my heart go boom boom,

I always wanna there for you,
No matter what you going through,
I wanna stand by your side,
And be the pillar you can rely,

If only you can understand,
Why I wanna hold up your hand,
And look straight in your eyes,
Tell you what my heart desires,

I wanna sweep you off your feet,
.......

Lets fly

Common let's fly,
Fly away from our worries,
And from our tension,
To a place where no one finds us,
Hand in hand,
Let's go to new horizons,
Away from the crappy development,
And race which no one wins,
Away from the rush,
To a place untouched,
Still having its natural beauty,
And peace of mind,
One where no one is racing,
Or crying or complaining,
Come, come fly with me,
To a place where no one can find,
Where one can be what one wants,
Away from the mobiles,
And the concrete jungles,
Where one can sleep under the sky,
And gaze at the Stars in front of his eyes,
Awake from the fake smiles,
And greedy lusty eyes,
Where the smile touches the eyes,
And the warmth comes from inside,
Come, come lets find that world,
And enjoy the raw nature,
Come, come lets fly away
Hand in hands, in the nature's lap........

Belief

Sleeping under the sky,
She opened her eyes,
Feeling the warmth of the sun,
On her face,
A smile reached her eyes,
Greeting the new day with open arms,
Ready to take the world head on,
She wore her sleepers,
And the rugged clothes,
She dressed herself,
The Best she can,
Picking up the torn out books,
And filling her empty stomach with water,
She started her journey to the school..........

R.P.S. #1

I see you smiling through your picture,
Glory in your eyes,
Shine on your face,
There is an utter desire in me to hold you,
So close,
So tight,
As if I would never let you go,
Breathing on your face,
Feeding on your lips,
Feeling you troumbling in my arms,
I stood there holding you,
With all my strength and power,


Just wanting to be lost into you
For now and for ever,
It's when that it struck,
You are now gone forever.....


The promises were just some words,
The thoughts buried dead inside,
Its what I am now,
Just a piece of meat,
Passing through the world,
Just to meet the ultimate end......


I will wish you good,
As I have always done,
But I can't hold myself now,
As I too am a human,
Mustn't have been easy for you,
But you got over,
I am the one behind,
Who is left and turned over....


Waiting for the day for you to come over,
And to hand me to death and end all this  FOREVER............

I Know why

I know why you aren't talking to me,
Coz you feel you will loose your heart to me,
Either I knew you too perfectly,
Or I am just being silly,
But by saying me goodbye now,
And even making me dead for you,
Do really feel you will seize to exist for me too??,
Well then you will be disappointed coz i will always be there for you,
No matter what you say, No matter what you think,
I can read your mind within an eye's blink,
I don't know how to tell you this,
But I promise I will be at your back throughout this,
And even if you want me to leave you,
I will oblige and walk away from you,
Because you will always be near to my heart,
And you are present in every heart beat of mine,
Just remember whenever you need me,
I will always be present for you at the time,
Coz you have always been the best friend of mine,
And will always be throughout my life time.................

The Day you left me

The day you left me,
was the day I cried the most,
My tears were all dried,
But my heart cried.

The day you left me,
was the day I stopped living,
My heart still beats,
But the life in it can no longer be felt.

The day you left me,
I just had a single aim in my life,
To get you back here,
And to let you feel my love dear.

The day you left me,
Was the day I cried the most.